Meaning of life

Topic or My question:

The goals of my life. or we can say that the meaning of life.

Brainstorming 1:

No meaning and enjoy it.
- Enjoy what?
No meaning and find a meaning in higher level.
No meaning and find a meaning in our life.
- I think this is a sort meaning which is what we want. Or we can say it is advanced want.
Meaningful and what we want is want we are.

Conclusion 1:

We would discover that the real question. Our meaning of life is whether satisfy human’s want or not?

I think is not. What we want and what we are thinking can be society shape or change. Which include tradition, culture and public opinion.

So, I would like to choose opinion 2: No meaning and find a meaning in higher level.

I mean, if I can not find an answer right now, I can find it during I am improving myself.

Brainstorming 2:

But the problem is that is this way can find the answers、 before the end of the life? And another problem is that it is the best excuse to take a rest forever.

It can’t be, at least I think so now.
Right, this is a kind stop thinking.

So, what should I do?

I usually inability concentrate to reading and thinking. Always do that when sometime I have to face something to escape the fact.

Brainstorming 3:

I don’t know.

I’m escaping the thinking and the fact.

I do nothing and say I need find my answer during the improve in the future.

I need time to think about it, but still don’t know how to start it.

Maybe “need time” still a excuse to escape the thinking.

Brainstorming 4:

I always escape the thinking when I have to face the question as I mention above.

And the another problem is that I always think about how to explain “escape” while escape. This look like some one skip class to internet bar to search: “I always skip class, what should I do?”.

But if someone ask me just to do that, I would answer them how to do that?

yeah, how to do that?

This question is same to how to put up my left hand. I can just do it, but nobody know how to do it.

But if I can’t, how to solve it?

Conclusion 2:

I tell to myself I need find the answers during the improving. But I find that it is the best way for me to escape thinking. I want to improve myself but I an inability to do it.

Brainstorming 5:

I can solve it by another way.

I can’t concentrate because there are too many thing inside of my mind which I want to do. I need to reduce ideas.

By sports, eat less, play less video game and other things.